The more I think about it, the more it annoys me. Yeah, I guess I'm happy for you, but the reality is.. it sucks knowing that I lost you. Everything's going to change, regardless if we want it to or not. At least the playoffs are on. Basketball will consume my life for the upcoming weeks so I don't have to think about all the things that have been bothering me. Don't be vain, your situation isn't the only thing on my mind.

It's fairly trite to say: "no one understands me", but it's true. I'm back to not expecting that people might be able to. Some people never fail to surprise me, no matter how well you think you know them.. And I'm not referring to a pleasant type of surprise either. Obviously it pisses me off. Obviously I care if I'm taking time to blog about it.. but I'd never actually admit that to you. You know damn well you're the one that fucked up. Just because I'm not going to talk to you doesn't mean I'm holding a grudge, I'd just rather not waste my time.