Why is it that the word 'alone' brings such a negative connotation? Alone. Lonely. Lonesome. I feel like I haven't got anyone, and I'm trying to convince myself that it's not that bad.
I've been thinking a lot lately and I've noticed that I've lost touch with the majority of the people I used to call my 'best friends'. Everyone is moving in different directions. It's all becoming a blur and I don't know where I want to be. It's a scary thought. Not knowing where you want to go. Not knowing what you want to do.
I've come to realize that there are certain things I miss. Ideas though. More than actual people. As much as I miss these certain things, and as much as I know people want things to go back to the way they used to be, I am resisting with everything in me to not have a repeat of what used to be.
I think I'm over living here. I'm over the people I associate with. Don't take it personally. A drastic change could do one of two things: 1. Allow me to fall in love with a new environment or 2. Allow me to miss this place and see why I was happy here at one point. I'm not depressed or anything. I'd say I'm just bored with what has come to be a routine. I am ready for something new.
She woke in the morning. She knew that her life had passed her by. She called out a warning: 'Don't ever let life pass you by.' I suggest we learn to love ourselves before it's made illegal.
-- Incubus - Warning
