I just realized why I go through best friends like you go through clean clothes. I really don't ask for much, so it really pisses me off when people can't even live up to the little I find as just common courtesy. The past couple days, I've realized that I need to go back to my ways of expecting the least from everyone.
Also, the excitement of partying, flirting with boys, drinking, smoking, etc. is somewhat gone. I'm still down to have a good time, but things just aren't the same. I don't know what changed, but it just doesn't feel the way it used to. I'm pretty much over it. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop it completely, but maybe I just need a change of environment or something.
I'm ready to get outta here. Countin' down the days til July.
